I Fall to Pieces
I fall to pieces
Each time I see you again
I fall to pieces
How can I be just your friend?
You want me to act like we've never kissed
You want me to forget, pretend we never met
And I've tried and I've tried
But I haven't yet
You walk by and I fall to pieces
I fall to pieces
Each time someone speaks your name
I fall to pieces
Time only adds to the flame
You tell me to find someone else to love
Someone who'll love me to
The way you use to do
But each time I go out with someone new
You walk by and I fall to pieces
My sisters....
I desire so much for them. I desire more for them they think they deserve. Melinda (far right) wrote this to me in a letter this summer "I know you want me to have the fairytale dream like you want. and I will get it in my own way. You have lived the fairytale life. You will walk down a red carpet in glass slippers and kiss a true prince and become the greatest princess of all time. Me on the other hand. I have not lived the fairytale life and it would not be fair to ask for a fairytale ending."....so sad. I pray God pours grace on her life. Grace is unfair. We are getting something we dont deserve and have not earned. I pray both of their lives would be filled with grace in every area.
Melinda is actually getting married in about a month.....so sad. He doesnt love her the way she needs or deserves to be loved. He corrects her all the time. He doesnt love her for her....he loves her for what he can make her become someday. My sisters deserve more than that. I want them to fall to pieces when they see him. I want him to love everything about her....the lines on her face, the way she sits in a chair, the different ways she fixes her hair, the shape of her feet, the freckles on her chest, the way she laughs, they way she loves, and more than anything know her insecurities and love her the same.
only when you fall to pieces can you come together (i dont know what i mean by that exactly, but i like how it sounds). | 
